China Specials...

Okay, so I don't watch T.V. So I don't know much about whats happening in the Olympics. Well I do occaionally glace at the new paper from time to time when I got nothing else better to do at work... And also its always the front page of the newspaper of who's got gold, who;s injured and blah...blah...blah...
Anyways... Like usual I get my funny mails from friends about interesting stuff, and this time its about the olympics... So just click on the link and watch this... Its really INTERESTING... hahaha...

http://www.news.com.au/dailytelegraph/video/?vxSiteId=6eb02996-d2d9-45cc-bb79-8b5b3340f4f8&vxChannel=Olympics&vxClipId=1383_357380&vxBitrate=300


After watching this... I'd like to know... Would you and could you do the same??? >_<

Awoken...

Hmm... Woke up this morning and just felt so happy... Don't ask why... I just do... Maybe the pressure of my problems is over... I feel free...
Even though I don't feel lucky everyday... But I still feel happy today... Maybe because I thought about what I'd do today and how I'd try to be happy and move on in life... I can't wait till I come back home from work... LoL
Yes, I sound silly now... Maybe its the lack of sleep... LoL... Like always! =P
Well yeah, slept at 4am... Woke up the usual time 6:30am... Haha... Such a morning person! =) Hmmm... Well never really said what I did yesterday... Anyways, I guess I'll tell you all now... I went to Boring King's Park... LoL... Had a picnic... haha... What else do you do at Kings Park... If its not a Picnic then its a BBQ... =P
So yeah, walked for hours!!! And like always I wasn't really tired from the long walks... But mi bitch was... haha...
Anyways, I was thinking maybe next month sometime that I'd plan a Road Trip or something... Perth is just way too boring!!! Hmmm... But who to invite??? hehe... Well I should be really saving... haha... But who cares! Life is short! You gotta make the most outta it, right??? Money is ment to be saved and spent like crazy! bahaha... Okay maybe I have slowed down on the spendings... Yes, You heard right!!! haha... I am trying to be good and to stop my habbits of spending... Because every week I spend like there's no tomorrow...
LmAo... It feels as if I don't have anymore issues to resolve anymore! It feels great! ^^
And I seriously don't know why! Strange... @_@
Hmmm... Anyways... Seriously gotta thank Chris for just listening and helping me yesterday! hehe... It made perfect sense of what I had to do... And after that.. I didn't feel so gulity and bad... ^^
Life is bliss when you have nothing to worry about... So I guess I should be extremely happy today! bahaha... That just means I will be getting up to mischief... LoL
So I guess now... Work - okay, for now that is..haha ... Friends - okay, no problems... Love life-don't have one (not wanted by anyone) but it doesn't matter ^^... me, myself & I - feeling great?
So really there is nothing to complain about... hahaha...
Anyways... I'd better start getting ready for work... Well I've been thinking all this time if I should get ready for work... haha... I am still such a slacker... haha... And to be honest... My job does suck... Anyone wanna trade??? =P
Okay, I am really going to get ready now... So I guess I'll blog laters with pictures of yesterday! ^^

Mixed Emotions...

Okay... Feeling a bit down now... Was kind of happy before hand... Argghhh... But that's life for you! So my day has been like a Yo-Yo... My mood keeps going UP&down... And all because of ONE person! Grrrrrrr... So annoyed! But what can I do... I feel guilty but yet so upset and angry at this person... Mixed emotions SUCK!!!
Maybe I shouldn't have told my friend about what was wrong with me... I guess I must be quiet easy to figure out my emotions and moods... Damn I suck!
Yes, I know what your thinking... Get over it! Life goes on... And nothing is perfect in this world, esspecially mankind!
Life sucks when your left hanging on the line... At times I wish this problem would just disappear! Makes me feeling so blue all the time... Yet most of my time at work and infront of some people... I am happy go lucky!
Well today I couldn't take it anymore! I stood my grounds and I know I hurt someone by what I said... Yet my friend that I told the whole situation said I did the right thing... If I did then why do I feel so bad... >_<>_<
But yet I don't want this person to be left hanging anymore! Nor do I feel like getting stringed along... I think I did a lot of thinking while on holiday in KL that it made me realise that I have to move on with my life... I don't want to hold on to something that will never work! Sometimes somethings can't be fixed, no matter how much we try... And I guess I have to learn that...
Or maybe I am the one who gave up... I don't know why I blame myself... But I just do... I feel like its all my fault...
What to do?!? I guess I did need to draw the line sometime soon...
Anyways... Enough about my unhappy life... Just needed to let it all out... Needed to clear my head! And now I feel a lot better... Not bottling up feelings is a good thing I guess... ^^

So Sweet....

Well I was reading Peter's blog... And it makes me want to reply about his lastest posting... HaHa.. And of course it is about me... Hopefully it is... haha...

Anyways... His last posting sounds so sad... >_<

Well we spent many times together when I was in KL... He is very sweet... ^^ I still think its funny that he keeps calling me big sister... hahaha... Makes me laugh! But he is just respecting me... haha... He seems like he was brought up too well mannered... >_<

Too much of a good boy, even though he won't admit it... But everyone knows it! hehe...

Anyways... His posting was very sweet... And I really wanted to reply back to his posting... Here goes... >_<"

All the times he came out of his way to meet me I was very happy... Okay... Maybe there was a few times where I was upset... But he understood why... I didn't mean to but it just happens... I was very happy when we ate cake! LoL

So many to choose from... And the funniest thing that happens when we eat... I think yum cha was very funny in the morning! LoL...

Although he maybe a little selfdom at times... But I think since he has spent time with me... He has grown in many ways! Which is GREAT! So happy that I could teach him many NAUGHTY things... hahaha... I think I taught him many bad bad words... And hopefully he has forgotten them... LoL

Well anyways, Always felt bad whenever he came to see me... He lives so far away!!! >_<

Hmmm... Well he is a true friend that I will always remember... I will always cherish the times we spent and the times we kept watching movies... haha...

And esspecially the day he tried to make me tried, but ended up tiring himself out... haha... Girls and shopping... Never tires any girl! LoL

I really hope he enjoyed the present I gave him and also the night we had dinner with the live prawns... LoL... I still remember when the prawn jumped out... So funny! Haha... I think we had too much fun during those times! ^^

HaHa... Just thinking about all the times we shared makes me laugh a lot... esspecially when we went to watch that stupid waste of a time movie... Sparrow!!! haha... It was the time that I kept asking him stupid questions! haha... Yet his replies were all sweet yet so funny! ahaha... I just didn't believe that he would do anything he said to me... But then again knowing him... I guess he would... hahaha...

Well if he didn't know... Yes, I do miss him and the rest of the others that I met too... Well anyways... I will post up that picture that he wanted so much... Don't understand why... But yeah! Just to make him happy I will! ^^

Soon...

Hmmm... Okay, So I did say that I was going to post up some pictures here... like ages ago... and yeah... it never really happened because the hotel comptuer sucked just like the internet did... Anyways... Thought about it just then and yeah... I think I should post some pictures up... But the only problem is that I can't decide which to post up... Anyways... I will definitely post them up when I get home today, tonight or maybe tomorrow... When ever I reach home... hahaha
Anyways, I feel a lot better now... Before I was feeling horrible but I guess I just needed to rest... So since I am feeling better it just means that I can go out all day and night... Hopefully I don't get busted by my sister... arghhh.. she's too over protective of me... It sucks! damn her! LoL
I guess she's just trying to be the big sister and all, so that I don't get hurt in the end... But then again... I guess she just doesn't want me to do something stupid... Knowing me... haha... I do stupid things all the time... I guess she doesn't like me going out with ....... so late at night... Because of what I told her... Damnit... I shouldn't really say anything to her!!! haha... but I can't help it... After all if I don't she can still read me like a book... She can tell what I want and need without me saying anything... >_<
Anyways... Moving on.... Yesterday I think I had a really deep and meaningful conversation with a friend... and in the end I thought it about what's been up with me lately... And I guess its just best to leave it as it is... I mean... I can't do anything about the situtation... So I don't think I should go any further... ^^
I feel a lot better after just letting it all out... And now I guess I'll be moving on now... Because I gotta get ready to head out and have fun!!! ^^

I'm Back in Perth!!!! ^^

Okay! So Its been days since I've been back in Perth! I guess I've been extremely happy since I got back and I know everyone can tell! Well anyways... Anyways as soon as I got home the first thing my sister did was yell at me... What a nice Welcome Home Greeting! LoL...
Anyways, Now she is trying to fatten me up again! I think she can't help it because she feels like a fatty... =X
But I love being a fatty! So much more happier in life... only problem is I am eatting 24/7... LoL
As if! I wish! I get full too easy! Damnit! Anyways... I am gaining it all back again as it is winter... and I always tend to eat more then! haha...

Anyways, I can't wait for the weekend!!! Because I'll be going to the beach and hopefully it should be a good day! I want to take some nice beach photos... I missed the beaches here... Didn't even get to go swimming in KL... Oh wells... Nothing beats the beaches back home! haha
And maybe I'll go to Fremantle since I will be down south...

Today got better when I got home! haha... Issn't it always when you finish work and you go home! haha... But anyways... I got tickets to see Timbalands concert... ^^
I will be going with my good mate, Bumhead! LoL
Hopefully it should be good... If not... doesn't matter! The tickets were for free anyways! And plus I will be going with Bumhead! I get to be mean to him all day and night! And that means I will finish early next Wednesday! Yay! Can't wait!
I hope its not going to get cancelled again! Was ment to be last month that he was to come and perform... But now its been set back to 20th August 2008.
Well at least its better then Mary J's! Damn her! She hasn't even really set a date to come to Australia and do her damn tour! If she decides to come back for her concert... Then maybe... Just maybe I will reconsider re-buying her concert tickets again! As I refunded the ones I brought earlier! And I was so excited to go, until she became a let down with her stupid..." I am too stressed to sing!" Yet she can go out and party hard and shop till she drops... and not be tired and stressed! Arghhh... So annoyed today!

Well tonight I was WC-ing with BumHead! He thinks I am sick! And boy do I feel and look like it! I was looking back at myself and thinking... Damn what's up with my skin colour... so damn pale looking and I do look sick!
I think I am... Probably from going out tonight! So cold... Don't think I ever wear enough clothes... ahaha...

Hmmm... Thinking of something funny to blog about... Oh yeah! hahaha... I WC-ed with errrrr... Someone this morning! Quiet funny! I don't see what's wrong with people about their looks in the morning... I mean... He didn't look that bad... The hair wasn't even messed up... It just looks like usual... Does it really matter what we all look like in the morning when we wake up??? I let him see what I look like in the morning! I mean... My hair was all messed up and I looked like a bum! haha...

Arghh... People these days are just so worried about their good looking appearence... But I think that when people wake up in the morning... That is the TRUE them! They are so raw looking but yet so interesting at the sametime... I mean... I look horrible in the morning! But yet I let people look if they really want to see what I look like when I wake up... Its funny... This is making me remember about the funny times that Peter and I shared... When he slept over... LoL
He was always wondering what I looked like when I sleep and what I look like in the morning... Because he always slept early and woke up late... hahaha
Sighs... I miss those times! But there all memories now! And I can live with that... hehe
Anyways... My brother has been annoying me with the question... Are you ever going back to KL? And that asshole asked me in front of....... I felt so bad after I said NO.... So now since I'm back here, He keeps asking me again... So I am planning to go again... But really I want to go somewhere else... But its okay... I guess I could do a stop over there just to say a few quick Hi's and Bye's...
Anyways... I'd better stop here... Running outta things to say...

less then 2 days to go

There is only a less then 2 days to go and I will be heading back to Perth... I doubt I will be missed here in KL... Its been fun, even though I've had my ups and downs here... Met new people and gained a few friends... Probably gained a few Kilos too... LoL
Yesterday it rained... Was kind of fun! All this time and then it rains... I guess I've had it pretty lucky as days before then it looked like it would rain everyday... =P
Hmmm... Yesterday I met up with JD, Devil, Peter & BLEH... Got taken to Dodge City again! haha... I guess they thought I could experience some local foods, but too bad they didn't realise that I had already eatten dinner... haha
But I had fun after... When they all started singing like girls... Quiet amusing! haha... I think I would have enjoyed myself a little more if... I didn't feel so horrible... But I tried to make the best of it...
Hmmm... Peter stayed over my hotel cos it got late... I don't think he's really use to the night life... But he was sweet enough to come along for the sake of me... I think that is the lastest he's ever stayed out... bahaha... Well got back at 4am... He was dead tired.. Makes me laugh just thinking about it, because all day I had been very mean to him... I feel bad about it because he is always so nice to me...
Hmmm... Well today I haven't done much really just been sorting out some pictures and packing my suit case again... But I know I will re-pack again tomorrow... I think I just like to double pack... I always do, but it seems like everytime I do... I'm always forgetting to pack something else that I have taken out... haha
Anyways... I guess I should get ready to go out and do something stupid... But thats highly unlikely! =P

Thoughts, Memories....

So today is everyone's Final Goodbyes to Zoe... I wish I could be there just to say my last goodbyes. I find it difficult when things like this happen and you really don't have anyone to turn to... be comforted by ones that feel the same way. Sudden deaths are a part of life, but sometimes the timing just sucks! At times I wish I never went on this holiday, I hate it the fact that I can't do anything here, but then again what can I really do when I am in Perth? Is it silly? But all I really want is a long hug and maybe then I will sleep at night. But unfortunitly this is what happens when your lonely on a holiday... and welcome to single life.... When lifes down you have no one to lean on... Well I guess I do have friends but its not the same... Oh wells... It should get better soon when I go back to Perth... I know I will get all the hugs in the world... haha... *thinking of HAPPY thoughts* ^^
*Sighs* Its funny... How people can sense that your not feeling the best... No matter how hard you try... Maybe I do bottle up things a little too tight... I don't like to trouble people with my feelings and thoughts. I realise that sometimes it just best to leave it to myself. I find that most people in life are just being polite when you tell them whats really happening... I just really wonder... Do they even care? I mean... to be honest.... its not really there problem... And why I say that their being polite is because they feel that they need to listen as a friend... that its a requirement.

Anyways... I really dislike this feeling... If only someone could just take it away... It would be great! It would be better then great and if it was a friend that could! Fantastic!
Hmmm... Anyways... Don't feel like being a EMO anymore! Or else Mr.Edison will tease me! >_<
I'll do another posting later about what I got up to yesterday... ^_^

Count Down...Cutting down...

Okay lately I've just been blogging about what I've been up to... And they all have been about stupid things that happen to me... Anyways, I can't wait till I come back to Perth!!! I miss my bed and I miss having fun and being naughty... haha...
If only I was a little more familiar with this place and did a lot more things... Then maybe I would really enjoy it... hehe... Just really worried that I'd get lost by myself... hehe
Anyways... before I leave this stupid hotel there has got to be one thing that I must do... hehe... And that would be to jump on the bed!!! haha... Yes, I know... I am very immature! But who cares! I want to have fun... Plus I doubt I'd be sleeping... hehe...
What I really want to do is what I did in Sydney the night before I had my flight! And that was to stay up all night and drink the night away! ^^
Although I didn't get drunk but I had lots of fun just chatting away with Sau... ^_^ Very happy times! Love talking... Esspecially about Mei Day! LoL... Will never forget that night or all that time we chatted... hehe... Funny times!
Anyways, Enough about the past... I'm planning the future already! ^_^
To start off with... I plan not to rock up to work the first few days or so... haha.... Yes, I admit.. I am a SLACKER! But who cares! =P
I guess that weekend I will be out and about! Hopefully it should be fun! Also planning to do something else maybe the following week that I come back... Thats if no body is busy... ^_^
I just hope the family doesn't get in the way... hehe... Don't want to spoil any of my fun!
Hmmm... So many birthday's coming up... That just means more spending $$$ and having fun! hehe... Only person I feel sorry for because I can't spend it with them and they are so far far far away would be... haha... better not say! Oh wells... I will call them and talk talk talk! too bad I can't send a present to them... Had a really good gift to give... Oh wells... maybe next time when they go back to their home town! ^^
Hmmm... Sure do miss the times we use to share... But I guess now its all just work work work for them... So sad... I really do have a lot to share with them... There is so much to say but too bad their always busy... *sighs* I can wait a few more months! ^^ Then I will have back my friend! hehe... Can't wait! We can do the usual.... You can drink away... While I talk away... hehe
Remember... A picture a day keeps the doctor away! LoL... I want back thoses times!
Hmmm... Well this week is very choc-a-block full... >_<" And its extemely full during the after hours of work! In the day is just free... haha... That just means more time to do whatever! haha... Kinda sucks! I have to always think of what to do during those times... >_<
Hmmm... Anyways.. I guess during this time in KL I have made a few good friends and the rest of them... How can I put it... I doubt we will be friends... >_<"
Quiet sad to realise it...
Hmmm... Anyways... Just an update on what I have been doing... Ermmm... Edison took me out on Sunday... We went to KLCC... Ate half a piggy... Hmmm... I shopped it with a plate! hahaha... also broke the plate... and got cut by the same damn plate... >_<
Oh wells... I don't think anyone noticed that I did get cut when the samn plate rebounded and hit my chin... Oh wells... Like I've been saying... I've been having bad luck... Oh wells, life goes on...
And this is why I can't wait to go back to Perth! I seem to be more luckier there... and a lot more naughtier... haha... over here I gotta be a little more goody goody... Kinda sucks...
Anyways... overall that Sunday I had lots of fun! It was different... ^^
Getting injuried is my specialty! hahaha...
And I'll leave it on that... because I bet everyone is laughing at my stupidity with the plate... So the lesson is... never break a plate! hahaha... =P

Hmmm.. was ment to post up some picture so I could tell a funny story, but I can't be bothered to post it up yet... maybe later on...
So yesterday I met up with Angel... hehe... Was ment to go swimming with him but then we both started talking and laughing... hehe... So many funny things happen everytime I am with him.. hehe..
But the one thing that has made me laugh the most would probably be the ceiling... haha...
Anyways, met up with Mr.Edison again... Like always we just go out to get drinks because Mr.Edison is an ALCOHOLIC, since his breaking news about his sex scandals... bahaha... j/k! I know your gonna kill me if I don't say j/k... haha
Had lots of fun, just one disappointing thing was Mr.Edison didn't get to Kau any girls... They were all taken... So all night he was starring at cars and ugly me... haha...
I felt sorry for him... Didn't seem to score with anyone... =/
Oh wells... At least he won in the paper sicssors rock game.... Yuck! Grave Yard!!!! Its so GROSS!!
Hmmm... At least I kept my word that I would finish the gross drink... Even though it took me forever to drink... *shivers*
Hmmm... But it seems like the night ended so early... Oh wells... Mr.Edison has to sleep early cos you know... To keep his leng jai looks he must get his beauty sleep... =P
Anyways... It feels like that I have been ignoring most of my friends back home... But I will make it back up to you's all.. And sorry to Adrian, because I haven't really been keeping in contact with you... I hope things are well at uni with that cow... LoL

Rest In Peace...

Hmm... It seems today I should be blogging something very happy as I was extremely happy yesterday... But now I have just suddenly been told that someone back home has passed away today... It seems like this year everyone is dying... This person that is gone had such a beautiful soul and I know many people say that about others esspecially when people have passed. But truely this person was a beautiful soul... Very giving and always willing to except everything that came their way. Through my eyes I could see that this person was always giving 110% of making all situations the best, regardless of what others thought. I know in the end this person is leaving us for the better as we all no longer want to see this person in pain. We all knew this day was going to happen, just couldn't predict when it would come... This is the second person this year that I know who has passed on because of cancer... What's funny is both people were happy, healthy and didn't smoke, drink & etc... Both were very lucky in life, lived the best, live to the fullest and generally were extremely successful in EVEYTHING!
It sucks that I am in KL when I should be with the others comforting them. I feel so bad that I cannot do anything, all I can do is sit here and let time pass until I can fly back home. The funeral should be in a few days time and I cannot be there to support and comfort someone that is very upset about the whole passing. What can I do?!?
If only I didn't have such a long holiday... But then again somethings in life you cannot predict when it will happen. As they always say... Your born... You live to the fullest and then you pass away... And this is the cycle of life which cannot be changed.

R.I.P. - Z.M [02 · 08 · 08]

PCD SUCK!!!

Hmm... I guess its time for a daily update of what I did yesterday... Where to begin??? My day starts off with the usual... *knock-knock* Ding-Dong... House Keeping! haha... and I usually ignore them...

Anyways... Went to Pavilion to see when the Stupid Dolls would be coming... then found out that they were arriving at 8:30pm.... so stupid!

Went to China Town after that!!! oMg... I don't think its the place for me... so DODGY!!! >_<
Hmmm.. Then of course went to see the stupid dolls at Pavilion... I saw maybe a hand, a hat and short blonde hair of one of the dolls... They didn't even sing! >_<
But I think the most disappointed person there would have been Mr.Edison... he didn't even get to Kau Nicole!!! So sad for him... Oh wells... I fixed him with a few cocktails and he was fine again... hehe... Also because he was preeving on a guys ass all night at Sky Bar...
So I guess Mr. Edison is not so innocent after all and your still up to your old habits... haha... Thats why you know so much about cameras... I forgot... You would know a lot about them... hahaha
Anyways...Must really thank ya because you've made my trip here a lot better! ^_^