I think tonight I've had a real eye opener... I mean... To be asked what do you want??? What do you like??? To be asked so bluntly is a bit overwhelming... But from what I could see from this person tonight... I think she was very transparent... What she thought others could not see, we can all see but she is in denial...
The funny thing about all this is we all agreed on the fact that she is always thinking only within the box...
I personally don't believe life is like a fairy tale, NO MATTER how much one says about their Life, Love and Family... Nothing is Perfect in life...
i think when I said what I wanted in life everyone was shocked... But seriously what's the point in life to set such a high achievement? I believe we should make goals that are reachable... Having simple life, making sure you are happy with a healthy lifestyle... Is that really unbelievable?
Also I now I always think to myself... Why not do JUST DO IT! Seriously? What is there to be afraid of? If you don't try then you will never know the outcome... Correct or Not? This is why some people are so sheltered by only staying within the box... I guess I've learnt a lot from my own problems and just listening to others...
Life is only as simple as you want it to be... Remember that only you yourself can make things happen and change events that happen everyday...
Fate has also been playing on my mind too... Finally I can say that I don't believe much about it... Only because if you think logically about it, that how can something be fated for you if you didn't choose that path in life?
Anyways, tonight I've been told that I have been exposed to many situations and this is why I am the way I am... Like when I say life is not a fairy tale... Many girls get offended by this... I guess I can understand why they like to be blind sited... Its just like how I don't believe in LDR's... Seriously!!! How can it work??? All I can see is that there are many obstacles... If its not enough time to talk or whatever, then its about when am I going to see you again... Or when Marriage becomes an issue... At the moment I really can't get my head around it... But just maybe one day I will try out what it is like to have a LDR... I shouldn't just judge and criticise when I haven't even had one... HAHA!!!
All I have to say is GOOD LUCK to the dude... (already do I feel sorry for anyone who likes me) =X
Anyways, what I am saying is that we should all use the problems and fears as a stepping stone in life.... Try to listen to others problems and analyse it as you might need to refer back to it in life... Don't be one of those selective listeners and dreamers... As harsh as it might sound but this is reality...
And yes, Reality has slapped me in the face again... And this is why I have decided I will no longer even bother this person... Life is too short to get fucked around with...
Well Goodnight all! Gotta get some more zZzZzzz... Before I have to fly out tomorrow! Until then, stay safe and be happy! =D
