Life Change...

Hello all...
Its been awhile since I  came on my blog... I so should post up photos from my trips... Hmmm... OK! Will go on face book and steal all photos that I have taken so far... ^^
If you don't know by now... I have officially moved to Korea for the 1 year... And who knows I may even stay longer...
Life here isn't easy but slowly I am understanding everything and starting from scratch in life... In the 4 months of being here I have found happiness and a peace of mind... Life should only revolve around one self... And doesn't end because something didn't work out...
Yes, it may sound very simple but its quiet hard to just switch that switch...


What else is happening... I brought tickets to Hong Kong for CNY... I cannot wait as I miss different foods apart from Korean... ahahha...
Also it would be awesome just to be able to speak some Cantonese and better English then what I have to use here... hahaha
It maybe a cloudy & rainy day outside but I feel great... I can't explain why I feel so happy at the moment but I have glad that my unstable days are over...
Anyways, today we will be road tripping it to Uiseong... Just to visit Handsome for his birthday!!! keke
Went to Mont Blanc and got him a gift... Hopefully he will love the gift I brought... And it should match the Suit his girlfriend got him... keke
bTw... Handsome is like a brother to me... hahha... Funny story as to why I call him Handsome... His real name is San Han... But you know asians... They love saying last names first... So what I heard was Handsome... LoL
Forever now I have called him that... =P
Well its close to 4pm... I have to get ready to go to Uiseong now... Will post photos on Friday... ^^
Until then... Stay safe!!!

Korea...

Hello from Korea!!!
I have been here for 21 days and counting... But it feels like its been longer... I left Perth last month to improve on myself... Life is hard here, not being able to speak Korean or anything else... But I have adopted a family... haha!
So I am being treated well... I haven't really been studying... A little off on Korean at the moment... I think I've just jumped into this and its been a little confusing as to why I am here... It was more simple when I just said it and thought about it... But I am here now, so I guess I have to make the most of it...
I guess I have my up and down days... I have decided not to live in Seoul as its too busy and blah blah blah... Other reasons too... 
I realised I have changed a lot and my thinking is now different... I feel like I have grown a little from this one decision... Yet I am so not ready for this roller-coaster ride...
Anyways, I will overcome this moment... Hopefully... I've meet a lot of people during this trip around Korea... All of which are all good people... Not like some that I once knew... Hence no more Seoul... =X
So where I live now is meant to be the hottest city... It has been pretty hot but  everyday its been raining to cool things down... 
The one thing that annoys me is that they don't sell a lot of the things I use in cooking... So I am missing a lot of home cooking... haha! Yes, I know... I can always order out but I am missing home and it keeps me occupied everyday...
Anyways, hopefully I will study today... I set a goal and I haven't achieved it, so I am disappointed in myself... Everything is just a big change.. My mind hasn't processed this all yet... A little too overwhelming... 
Well time to listen to some Korean music...


xx.

Everything You Do is a Stepping Stone...

I think tonight I've had a real eye opener... I mean... To be asked what do you want??? What do you like??? To be asked so bluntly is a bit overwhelming... But from what I could see from this person tonight... I think she was very transparent... What she thought others could not see, we can all see but she is in denial...

The funny thing about all this is we all agreed on the fact that she is always thinking only within the box...

I personally don't believe life is like a fairy tale, NO MATTER how much one says about their Life, Love and Family... Nothing is Perfect in life...

i think when I said what I wanted in life everyone was shocked... But seriously what's the point in life to set such a high achievement? I believe we should make goals that are reachable... Having simple life, making sure you are happy with a healthy lifestyle... Is that really unbelievable?

Also I now I always think to myself... Why not do JUST DO IT! Seriously? What is there to be afraid of? If you don't try then you will never know the outcome... Correct or Not? This is why some people are so sheltered by only staying within the box... I guess I've learnt a lot from my own problems and just listening to others...

Life is only as simple as you want it to be... Remember that only you yourself can make things happen and change events that happen everyday...

Fate has also been playing on my mind too... Finally I can say that I don't believe much about it... Only because if you think logically about it, that how can something be fated for you if you didn't choose that path in life?

Anyways, tonight I've been told that I have been exposed to many situations and this is why I am the way I am... Like when I say life is not a fairy tale... Many girls get offended by this... I guess I can understand why they like to be blind sited... Its just like how I don't believe in LDR's... Seriously!!! How can it work??? All I can see is that there are many obstacles... If its not enough time to talk or whatever, then its about when am I going to see you again... Or when Marriage becomes an issue... At the moment I really can't get my head around it... But just maybe one day I will try out what it is like to have a LDR... I shouldn't just judge and criticise when I haven't even had one... HAHA!!!

All I have to say is GOOD LUCK to the dude... (already do I feel sorry for anyone who likes me) =X

Anyways, what I am saying is that we should all use the problems and fears as a stepping stone in life.... Try to listen to others problems and analyse it as you might need to refer back to it in life... Don't be one of those selective listeners and dreamers... As harsh as it might sound but this is reality...

And yes, Reality has slapped me in the face again... And this is why I have decided I will no longer even bother this person... Life is too short to get fucked around with...

Well Goodnight all! Gotta get some more zZzZzzz... Before I have to fly out tomorrow! Until then, stay safe and be happy! =D

FML!!! Is It Time To Cut My Losses???

Just need to get this off my chest... But finding it hard to sleep these days... Easy to wake too!!! Its so bad... And for the past two days, I've been waking up because of nightmares!!! I know!!! Nightmares!!! wTf!!! But anyways, won't get into what happens in the nightmare...

*sighs* I am feeling a little annoyed and soon I just won't give a F#$@K! soon...

Slowly I have noticed after awhile I am the type of person that will ignore a lot of things...

Especially if now I am thinking did I make the right decision??? GRRRR... I feel really stupid!!!

Yes, I know I make no sense! But seriously this person is really pissing me off!!! Mixed messages at the moment...

One moment they are happy!!! And just like a hormonal change of PMS, they turn into a major bitch face!!! Is it wrong if I should just ignore this person from now on??? I mean I am finding this person to be pointless in my life and maybe I should just move on... Cut my losses! I have been told to cut another but now I am thinking this one too... Wasting my F#$@Kin time!!!

And by the way, if you knew me... I hate last minute BS!!! It seems like they cannot make up their mind on something... FML!!! I GIVE UP!!!

Clearing The Mind...

So a lot has been happening these pass few weeks... A mixture of happy and sad things have occurred... And now I am trying to recover on this stupid cold I think I may have gotten during my travels and stuff...

Anyways, lets start off with all the bad news first! And the only one thing that has been upsetting me is that my dearest and closest friend... Someone who I thought was the only one that I shared many things with is now the one person I hurt the most from... How I feel towards him now is just... Well lets just say our friendship could have been saved... I guess people move on and find new friends to be with...

But on the positive side of things... I finally can cross off Korea on my list of things I must do! HA! The best decision I've ever made and hopefully I will go again soon! I'm already so missing all my Korean friends! They are the most sweet and friendliest people I've ever met! =D

What else has been happening... Hmmm... Well since I've been back I must admit that I have been drinking a lot... Which is not good but the company that comes with it is AWESOME! hehe...

Mind you that I have been drinking during my travels too... And Mr. Shante Lover would know all about it! And Sorry, if you drank a little too much around me! =P

Anyways, I am planning to go back to Malaysia for another quick trip because I felt bad that I left a friend during the weekend! I will party with you this time round! Promise!!!

And the trip to Korea will happen in August! Lets hope I will buy my tickets soon... LOL!!! The flights there are long and tiring... =(

But well worth the trip to see everyone! Missing people really does make you want to see them more... hehe...

And it would be great if I could see *cough-cough* more... ;)

Well its nearly 4pm... So I should get ready to go out soon... Being sick makes everything a lot longer and more effort involved... I wish I didn't have to go out but I do... Oh wells, I will try to enjoy Shilla because I miss Korea so much!!! Just don't know about the company as I don't really want to see this person yet... =X

Anyways, lets hope I come back with a positive outcome that we can save this friendship or not... =)

Sydney!!! Kuala Lumpur!!! KOREA!!!!

I have some exciting news to share!?!?! I have finally brought my tickets to go to KOREA!!! This long awaited trip I have been thinking since 2009 until now its finally coming true!!! I miss Justin, Neo & Eugene!!! I know I will 110% see one person out of the lot... keke!

Anyways, I'm doing this all in the long Easter Break... Lets hope I survive traveling alone... *Fingers Crossed*

I'm also flying to Kuala Lumpur and seeing everyone there!!! Especially Mr.Edison!!! HAHA!!! I cannot wait to catch up!!! Its been another along awaited promise that I MUST fulfill... keke

Time flies by quick and hopefully I will have spent enough time with everyone!!! Miss and Love you all heaps!!! SUPER EXCITED!!! <3

Oh yeah... Going to Sydney again... Its my most AWESOME gift to my loving sister, whom turns DIRTY 30! HAHA!!! And yes! She is the one making me broke! HA!

Anyways, Goodnight & sleep Sweet cos I know I will!!! ^^

Happy CNY!!!

Its Chinese New Years Eve... Hope everyone is enjoying themselves with loved ones...

Anyways, I have been busy travelling... Actually I feel like I am always travelling recently... Loads of trips to Sydney and Malaysia... And I also went to China...(NEVER AGAIN)

But I must say... I LOVE HONG KONG!!! haha... I had the best time there... And hopefully I can go again this year too... Unfortunately my next trip out of Perth will be to Sydney again... As I have decided to go with my long time high school bestie!!! hehe... It will be her first trip there and I will show her around... Even though she is going with her boyfriend and boyfriends best friend... Well I can't complain as we all have gone to high school together...

I can't wait for this trip... Its the one thing that has kept me happy all of this week... It even makes me happy that I will be working on CNY...

Interestingly enough... I also can't wait to see others in Sydney too... hhehe...

So nothing else that I wanted to share yet... I just want to feel happy until Sydney... Although tonight I have found out many unhappy things... But I guess what's in the past should just stay there... But yeah! I feel a tad betrayed... And you know who you are... =P

Well keeping this short... Be good and have a safe yet exciting reunion gatherings with loved ones! Happy Chinese New Year!!! And hopefully I will be seeing everyone shortly...

xx...