20 days left ... Life + Love + Goals...

So I have another 20 days of Korea. Having mixed emotions and I realised that so many non-koreans have this feeling before leaving. It feels like the count down is coming to an end. Just like a lot of things. So much has been happening these days. I think these past weeks have been horrible. I realised when you close one door, you also close others behind. But in the end its for the best. Funny that I am upset about it but I can laugh about it too and say I tried. So what happened? LoL... Not many know but the ones that do will understand why I feel upset and sad. Its not all to do with leaving but I do blame it on that. haha! I was broken and ran away from things that happened. So now I am prepared to start my life once again. And I have made up my mind on my goals. I just hope I can cross them off the list. hehe!

Life at times throws you off track and now I am ready to fight for life. haha! If that made any sense. And I am determined to stay single for awhile... haha! 

Yes, I will admit it! I was dating someone but we called it quits. Not ready for serious. Not ready for L.D.R. I will stick to single status. 

Strange what some are willing to do for love. I am hoping one day I will find someone who deserves my love. =X

Yes, dating and seeing someone doesnt mean you love them people!!!

So now you all know... Dont worry.. Kuala Lumpur will fix everything!!! I will be back to normal but you know it. 

Korea View...

HelloOOoo...


Its been ages again since I have posted anything... on my way to work, so I have time to kill.
So I have spent 11 months here and soon will be leaving for Perth. I was going to stay longer but I shouldnt put my life on hold anymore. I guess I have seen a lot, done a lot and met a lot of people along the way on this journey of mine.

Something to think about... Alone in this country does make you see how much life is better at home. I now know how others feel when they come to Australia with not much or little knowlegde of English. Funny thing about all this experience is how much I have changed and grown. To be told I am brave to face this challenge alone is very overwhelming as many others face more challenging experiences in life. I see beggers trying to make enough for their lives. Looking at many Koreans working their butts off with little rest and not getting paid enough. Its a tough world out there. 

But I must admit its been quitechallenging to entertain myself alone. And many foreginers like myself all face this of being alone..  Shopping alone... Eating alone and etc...
I hear many wanting to leave from bad experiences from their schools and students.
I feel blessed to have a wonderful class. Its small but enjoyable. I have a lot of freedom compared to many of my friends here who must have a job or school work so they can stay.
Speaking to a few friends from my Korean  classes, they told me they were not allowed to Private Tutor. Its very sad that most of them have problems with their Korean Co-Teachers. There is always a communication problem or something else like Students wanting to die due to stress.


I really do feel sorry for those who have to deal with all this.
Another thing that has been on my mind... Is how easy it is to fall in love with a busy city and country... How much I will miss my life here..
I am grateful to those who took me into their luves and made me feel like familu. Super Lucky!
And I am glad that the New Me has eveloved a lot. From Very sad to now a lot happier and grateful for everyday.
I could not have done this without support from my family and friends. Life is good! Love it!